November 2011
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Hoarding Love.
I am thirsty; thirsty for love.
I need it so bad.
I feel so incomplete, just like the moon out tonight. I am lonely. You can see it in my smile. It doesn’t even reach my eyes.
I feel incapable, incapable of loving. It seems as though I keep on giving and giving love, without receiving anything in return. Am I doing something wrong? Because if love is not in giving, then I do not know...
October 2011
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Practice as if you were the worst. Perform as if...
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I wonder what you feel when you hurt me.
I wonder if you ever even think I’m hurt. I wonder if you ever even care.
I want to cry so, so bad; but I know you don’t deserve my tears. You don’t deserve anything. But still I’m giving you my attention. It’s a crazy thing, how I’m drawn to the pain you give me. Is it because you assure me of all the bitter things I say to myself every time I face the...
irrelevate asked: You're just too sweet 'till you get on my nerves and hurt like cavity... Not really a question, I just saw your name while I listened to that song
Colorless.
The sky is gray today. I thought of you as the rain gracefully hit the ground, just like the way I did when I lost you.
I wonder what ever happen to the people I walk...
September 2011
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When was the last time.....you decided to change...
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We were never given things to enjoy life.
We were always given life to enjoy things.
August 2011
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You're missing a single person but the whole world...
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Anonymous asked: whose so far from you? i can relate:(
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It's so hard that you're so far.
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Words.
Words can hurt a lot more than we think they do. You may let a few insults go by, but at the end of the day, you know they just get to you.
In front of other people, you’re okay. You smile. You laugh. But when you’re all alone at night and no one can see you, you just break down and cry.
Break down because you’re not good enough. Because you don’t deserve to be loved....
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It hurts when people look down on me. But it hurts...
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빈 수레가 요란하다 (An empty cart rattles loudly) = fools...
July 2011
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Tumblr Personality Test →
True enough.
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A little love goes a long way.
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Fall down twice, stand up thrice.
For years I have made dreams and goals for myself, looking for ways to find satisfaction. But I have made a mistake of mixing other people’s dreams with mine.
Now, I know what I want to do. I want to speak. I want to speak in front of people.
I want a challenge.
I love that rush of adrenaline you get just after your question is given to you and you are ready to release your words.
I...
After everything, I'm glad I made you proud.
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That day..
That day when you don’t want to get out of bed so you can go back to sleep, dreaming of a better life.
That day when you try to study, trying to impress the world; yet failing to impress yourself.
That day when you look at your own reflection in the mirror and see someone who isn’t even worthwhile.
That day when you’re so down, so sad, so depressed…and nothing could...
alveriouxpuzzles asked: hello from evanescence- i love that song :)
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Your doubt of what I can do made me even more...
I needed you. You let me down.
adammmblake asked: thank you for following :-)
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I'm not the girl your mom warned you about; her...
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I have nothing figured out.
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That heart-breaking moment.
That moment when you realize you’re hurt; that everything inside you is just waiting to explode. That moment when you see yourself in the mirror and despise your own reflection. That moment when you can’t even look straight into your own eyes, because you know that you’re not going to like what you see.
That moment…when you feel all alone. Like your heart is breaking, but...
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June 2011
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It's better to let go of the feeling, than to know...
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totally appreciate it <3
love ur photos, BTW
AMAZiNG~ :)
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If you'll always do what you've always done, then...
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Time is like a river. We can't touch the same...
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It's difficult to wait, but it's more difficult to...
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A piece here, another there. Few around the...
Our life is a gigantic puzzle, the pieces our diverse experiences.
What picture are we building of ourselves? Can we do it alone?
-Mr. Ernesto Yap, my Economics teacher
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"Daddy, fix it."
That was the line I used to say when something went wrong, and I’d run up to my dad with tears in my eyes, and hand him whatever it was that went wrong and made me cry. Most of the time it was a toy, or shoelaces that were improperly tied, or my mom’s figurines that were slightly damaged because of my careless rummaging around the house.
Most people would just say “Aww”...
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You have to understand. Please try to understand. I need you. We were meant to...
– Thierry Descouedres to Hannah Snow, Night World # 2 “Soulmate” by LJ Smith
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The sun is shining
Upon my face
Though my mind lingers
To my moments of disgrace.
I gave my self away
For a pathetic make-believe
That somehow, along the way,
I’d find what I’d seek.
Now I sit, wondering
What could have been
Not even seeing
Fate’s lovely grin.
A question though
Pops into my head
Is a gown really more
Than its cloth, seams and threads?
Because if...
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“I don’t want this—”
“Yes, you do,” she interrupted, indignant.
“—to end,” he finished.
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Will you still want anything you know you can...
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Today is a beautiful day.
Though the sun isn’t shining perfectly, and the leaves aren’t quite dancing to the rhythm of the wind, I realized it’s still a beautiful day.
Why wouldn’t it be?
I am still alive to witness all this glory of God. What is there not to love?
My life is a celebration of my existence. I shall not waste a single day, not even a single moment, to be thankful of what I...
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I'm not perfect.
So please don’t act as if I’m capable of being so.
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My heart is aching for love.
It’s been a long while since I felt something for someone. Maybe it’s because most of the time, I linger in the bitter memories of you. I want something fresh, something new, something to look forward to rather than looking back.
You don’t know the depth of the wounds your memory has caused me.
I wish I could forget, because I know living in the past will cause me nothing but...